Within the last week Bee has really begun to find her voice which, at the same time is adorable, it can be quite ear piercing when she wants to be. Funny thing is, at times she sounds like a Pterodactyl. I should preface the next part with the fact that she only talks when she is looking in the mirror at her self or she is looking at a person who is talking to her.
I laid her down for a nap the other day and normally when she wakes up she cries or screams right away to let me know she's up but the other day I heard something coming from her room. I wasn't quite sure what it was, it sounded like people talking so I went to inspect knowing she was full well awake. As I slowly opened the door I just stood there in awe. Right above her bed are pictures of Ty and Jacob and there was Bee looking right at the pictures talking away. 1. Not only is this amazing because she always wakes up screaming and she wasn't, she was talking to them and 2. She only talks when she sees another face, whether hers or another persons. Of course I did not disturb her, I just stood in the door way and silently cried. Oh how I wish she didn't only have pictures of the boys but rather their loving arms wrapped around her, pulling her hair, teasing her, you know the usual things that older brothers do to torture their sisters but Bee will never have that experience.
I don't doubt she is in some way very connected to them but it's nice when I get my "signs". On days like today I just hold her a little closer knowing that she is in every sense the true definition of a miracle. As much as I miss the boys and am filled with sadness, I am so in love with her and my heart swells with love sometimes it hurts so much!