19 Weeks: Whoot...we made it to 19 weeks. One more week and I can go to L&D whenever my heart feels the desire.
For the last few weeks there has been a song playing on the radio (every time I drive to work in the morning), the first time I heard it it made me ball my eyes out (which most things do these days) because it reminded me so much of the boys. Well, I've been hearing it ever since and this morning it hit me when I listened to the words. This song is Bee's song. This song is for Bee. I finally found Bee's song and one I can learn pretty quickly. It's such a perfect song and even Bee agrees because when I play it, kicks start happening and I mean lots of kicks, kicks so much that tonight when Daddy was listening to the song, Bee kicked for him. Tonight one year ago today we held out dead son, a life gone too soon, our hope and dreams had faded yet again and tonight one year later for the first time (a present from Jacobs perhaps) Stephen felt Bee kick. It made me teary eyed. He felt Bee, he knows that Bee exists and we both cherish those sweet little kicks so much! So of course, I had to post the link to the video. It's a catchy tune and I have officially dubbed it as Bee's song
So thank you Jacob for sending Daddy a nice Birthday gift from you. He loves to feel Bee's sweet kicks and so does mom! And here is the weekly picture. I find I'm not getting as large (perhaps it really was mostly bloat all those weeks) but when I look at myself in the mirror I am getting longer, I'm growing down and up not out anymore.