* I am very thankful Bee is starting to sleep well at night, we had a new record of 7 hours straight last night for her (I had to get up after 6 and pump, the ladies were rock hard and sore) BUT, I sure do miss my nighttime snuggles as much as they exhaust me, I just know they won't last long.
*I also find that when she sleeps long periods I worry that she has died, even though she wears a Snuza Halo.
*I'm a pretty calm mom but when anyone gets close to hurting my baby I get ape shit crazy....I'm still extremely pissed at the lady who let her son almost kick Bee in the face, to that lady, be thankful he didn't or you and your son would be hurting something else! Anyone ever lays a finger on her they will have a price to pay, kid or not.
*My grief is on a whole new level for the boys. Every time Bee does something new or hits a milestone, I think of the boys. I find my love for them is so different then it is for Bee and it makes me feel guilty. I mean I love them but my love for Bee is like head over heels, on cloud 9, can't get enough of her love.
*I hate my body, yes I know it is the best price to pay because I only got here through the love of my children and a lot of cookies but still, I hate how I look now. I am finding it hard to get motivated to do anything about it though. I have started to try and eat a lot healthier and by that I mean actually eat between taking care of Bee and on nice days we do get out for walks and hopefully soon some runs. I also bought some new exercise clothes and will get new shoes soon enough. What I would really like is for Jillian Michaels to come be my personal for a month, heck I'd take a week with her.
*Bee is the cutest EVER!!!!
*I don't know when I can get her passport because finding a time when she is awake to get her passport photos is almost impossible. She always falls asleep in her car seat.
*The world has gone to hell, so many people think the are entitled to so many things and they are so very wrong. I have seen some interesting stories lately that really make me think....what has the world come too? Speaking of which, I was driving a few weeks back after a few days of a bad snowstorm. Now for those who don't walk on the sidewalks let me say this, yes the sidewalk plows do take away a lot of the snow but it is still very hard to walk let along try and get a wheelchair to go over the massive amounts of ice and snow the plow could not get, so when you see a person in a wheelchair on the road slow the heck down, pull over into the other lane because honking and flipping them off only shows how much of a douche bag you really are. It's not their fault they can't travel on the sidewalks because they aren't clear like the roads. Have some friggin compassion.
*I dislike when you are charged for an item twice (and a rather pricey one) but don't realize it until you get home and look at the receipt.
*I'm looking forward to dinner tonight, chicken with gravy (healthy version) and potatoes...mmm....Maybe I'll even get to eat it!
*I love my BabyHawk, it lets Bee and me bond, lets her sleep and lets me get things done around the house.
*I think she just peed on me (we are trying new enviro friendly diapers until our cloths arrive)
*We are starting cloth diapers this week WHOOT!!! Hoping it goes well.
*I can't wait to see how her Easter pictures this weekend turn out, shes frickin adorable and the outfit I have for her OMG....get ready for adorableness cute overload.