I sit here, head and heart pounding. Shots of pain run through my neck up to the top of my head. I sit here thinking how did I get here? What lead me here? I never expected to be here, a single mom at 34 going through a divorce but here I sit. I await my turn in court. I’ve waited 11 months for this moment and it’s here. It will be a long day of waiting, #17 of 18.
The sun was shining, the autumn air was nipping. My hands were at 10 and 2. My breathing was suttle, my heart beating at a normal rate. Every kilometer that passed increased my heart rate. My hands started to shake, my mind started to wander. I started to gasp for air. I felt faint. The closer I got the more intense the panic and fear of the unknown became. I second guessed continuing to drive to my destination.
Mountains do not rise without earthquakes. I find this statement powerful. It stopped me mid-scroll on Instagram, I had to re-read this quote over and over. These words really speak to me. Think about it, they do not rise without some potential catastrophic event happening to make them rise.
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