I woke up in a much better mood today. You really just cannot have a bad day when you wake up with a Charlie snuggled in your arms under the covers and a Milo on top of him on top of the covers. Oh and the hubs beside me...he makes life pretty good too.
I am really looking forward to the new infant loss group starting Wednesday, it is needed! Of course that made me panic today because I realized I have not finished Ty's scrapbook. I mean it'll never be "finished" but I did need to finish a few of his pages to bring it up to date. So tomorrow I will be working away on that. I decided to bring the boys scrapbooks and their Molly Bears to this meeting. It's so hard when there's so much that reminds me of my boys. Thankfully, we have many more meetings for many more memories.
The boys came by to visit today...I told them they were only allowed to make things fall when daddy's home because it scares mom sometimes when she is by herself. They also said Hi in their new form of two Blue Jays...there were only two today not 5 again lol....My boys like to send silly signs sometimes.
Not much else going on. Finished painting (YAHHHHHH) so now I can move everything to its proper place, hang some doors, try to make it as comfy as it was before and enjoy my hard work. I am really please with how things are starting to come together. We are fixing a lot of the issues we had with the place which is nice. I won't lie, kind of happy we get to stay here a bit longer, as much as I despised it before it is Ty and Jacob's home and I know when we do move it will be very hard to leave here. And on that note....time to go move some things around and set up the crib (no, your not missing anything, it won't be being used soon, just want it up as a sign of Hope) I'm holding onto Hope....and Faith. God and I are on better terms these days.