Ever since I had chocolate cheesecake last night (which was delicious) I have had an okay day. I slept okay, better then I have been, I woke up in a better mood, I handled being out in public, I didn't feel horrible (there were moments though). My parents are up visitng and my mom and I went shopping today for a few new maternity clothes since I am outgrowing the ones I had from Ty. With Ty at my largest I was 44inches and 150lbs. I have 10-12 more weeks to go and I am at 43.5inches and 146lbs so I am no longer in smalls, I'm in mediums and didn't have much but I do now. However, going shopping for maternity clothes is a bit of a challenge and I think I handled today well. We started at Once Upon A Child, went right to the mat section and only looked at the little girl section for a pink sweater. I did okay. Got a few things and didn't end up buying things I didn't need right now. Next we went to Old Navy and it was a bit harder. The mat section is right in between the newborn boys and girls section so it was a little hard seeing all those cute little baby clothes and knowing we wouldn't need them soon. After that we went to Motherhood Maternity. It wasn't as hard as Old Navy but it was still a bit of a struggle. I knew going in there many questions would be asked and they were. Most, when are you due (September 30th) is this your first (no it's my second) and thankfully no in depth questions were asked, just the bare minimums. So I held up and we headed to Pier 1 afterwords, of course lots of people are asking when I am due and is this my first and today I answered that no it was not my first, it was my second and I am so glad no one asked about my first because this was the first time I have been even able to say no this is my second to strangers. I am working on that before I have to explain about Ty and now about Matea too. I've also been looking for a bag to bring the baby's things with to the hospital but I have not been successful. I saw one today I really liked but decided I could make my own so we went to Fabricland and I bought material for a boys and a girls bag so I can pack one of each. I don't know why I didn't think of it before. I also bought a couple of patterns and am going to try my hand at sewing more things.
My mom and I went to an open house today. We like to go to open houses and get decorating ideas but also we will be house hunting next year when the move back and we move in so it was fun to go and look at houses and plan. I can't wait until the move back. Ever since I moved back my goal was to convince them to move back as well as my brother and it was a successful mission. I am very thankful and blessed to have the family I do and them being close means so much to us. We are looking forward to next year, there is a lot to look forward too. Can't wait to get into a ho
That's all for today, I'm tired but it was an okay day, though at a few points I felt sad I didn't break down.