The more I think about it, the more I feel in my heart that I want to adopt children with special needs. I know Stephen and I could provide a very loving and supportive home for children with special needs and I can't help but feel God is putting it in my heart to open our house to children who really do need a family. I think I will start to prepare myself now and research and educate myself as much as possible so when we do move into a house (we would NEVER be allowed to adopt living where we do) we can prepare and open our house and hearts to the beauty of every being God has created.
I just wanted to add that last night's group was amazing like usual and I look forward to the next few weeks sharing our babies. I also had am amazingly wonderful night out with my husband. We planned a date night at Milestones, I went all out and got dolled up and for the first time in quite some time when I looked in the mirror I felt okay about myself. It has been a long time coming and I felt good about it and so did Stephen so maybe I will put a bit more effort into getting ready everyday. We ended the night off by a nice walk through Springbank park in the dark and played on the swings for a bit. Now it is time to head to bed and hope I can get a decent night sleep and clean in preparation for my mommy to come for a girls weekend! Exciting times.