What are all you going to do with your extra day of the year? I heard a lot of people do something special on Leap Year and treat it like a holiday. I plan on celebrating it by going to have a heart stress test done....yippee!!!!! I will be so glad to have it done and know if my chest pain is heart related or not....hoping for the later. I wonder if I get the results there, if they go to my doc who knows when I will hear the results. It was only because I called to schedule another appointment that she looked over my blood work...I knew my thyroid levels were off and they reported that they were but she never called me I had to call her so who knows how this heart thing will go.
I was pleasantly surprised when I stepped on the scale this morning. My weight is going down a bit more. I was stuck for a month but in the last two weeks it's starting to pick back up. I am 5lbs away from loosing all of Jacob's weight, which was my goal before we tried again but if things keep going well with the weight loss I may even get through some of the 9lbs I had left over from Ty. I'm okay if I don't, loosing Jacob's 30 was my goal and anything above and beyond will be a nice treat. I'm not doing much different than I was so who knows what it is from...I don't mind though! Gives me more fuel to keep doing what I am doing and add a bit more and hopefully get these last 5lbs off in a month!
I don't think I mentioned that I started seeing a psychologist. My LTD insurance coordinator wanted me to see one and I agreed seeing one could only be helpful and I have to say, I think it really will be. I do not want to be on medicine but until I can cope and learn to cope and figure things out I'll need to be. I meet with her every week once a week. Our first few meetings were getting to know each other and next meeting will be more digging into my crazy messed up mind. She's a very insightful lady and she can already tell a lot about me by things I say and do (which isn't a lot, she just must be very smart and intuitive) I look forward to our next few meetings and hopefully getting to the root of some of the things holding me back from living on. I know there is only so much I can do (I can't control our finances in the aspect that we know what's happening) but if I can figure out ways to cope and hopefully plan for some of the impending struggles Stephen and I will be going through to make sure I don't take a dive off the deep end and end up in bed. There is a lot coming our way and I don't want it to set me back but I think seeing her will help learn how to deal with some of those things.
Okay back to apartment hunting, our budget is shrinking due to Stephen's work situation so finding a place is going to be like finding a needle in a haystack!