Remember how I said my husband was finally coming home after being gone since Tuesday....I was wrong. I mean technically he did come home at 12am and was sleeping when I got up to leave so he was home but I never saw him. He is back to traveling today and tomorrow and that SUCKS! We had plans. I am getting off work early tonight because I thought he would be home and we could spend time together. We were going to sleep in tomorrow then enjoy the afternoon at Ribfest....both of those plans are down the drain.
I have no idea what I will do this weekend. The house is clean, I'm all sewn out, it's hot out, I can't carry heavy things (laundry baskets) I just don't know what I will do. I know what I want to do but work keeps my man busy. I'm sad I won't get to spend time with him like I thought I would. This being away is getting to be a lot. I need husband time! I guess the plus is I work full time so I only have to worry about the weekends but in all honesty, I need him right now. My anxiety about our next appointment is really starting to set in and I need his level headedness. He's the one who can stay cool and tell me everythingis going to be okay and actually believe and mean it. I'm a basketcase without him. It's such a huge change for us too. The first night we had ever been apart was 2 years after we first met. Last August was our first night apart when I checked into the hospital for 4 weeks with Jacob. He was still in the city and visited every day so it didn't really seem that different but now these overnight trips are piling up and I can only treat myself to so much while he is gone.
Pity part for one please....might as well book the reservations for all weekend. Overnight? Yes! A bunch of chocolate and other comfort food, sure add it to the bill.