I love the weather we have been having, it's my favourite kind, cool but sunny. At the same time that I love it, it also reminds me so much about the boys (they both passed away in the Fall time) Every time I breathe the air or step outside I think of the boys and everything that has to do with them. I think about the day of their funerals and how beautiful the weather was, sunny but cool. Just like the last few days.....it's a bittersweet reminder of what should be. I was laying in bed with Charlie looking outside and it made me think of all the days I laid in bed after losing Ty and Jacob and how many days I just laid there looking out at the beauty of the crisp blue sky and the green leaves (which were starting to change colour) As heartbreaking of a reminder that this kind of weather is, I still love it. It still gives me hope and I still have many dreams.
On a side note, I think Milo (our cat) is taking this "eating for two" thing too seriously, he is getting so fat! Hopefully this new food fills him up longer and helps his allergies. Poor guy just can't seem to stop scratching (and no it's not fleas, we know it's food related) I contacted the Wellness brand who makes it to ask if they changed there formula, they said no but I know something changed, or at least this bag we have because Charlie is itchy too (and we know it's not fleas) Here's to hoping this new food can help them both!
Off to the Bereaved Families 5K tonight. I can remember a year ago how hot it was and there I was 7 months pregnant sitting in the sun waiting for Stephen....so thankful the weather this year is gorgeous! Also looking forward to seeing some people we miss seeing and hoping Stephen doesn't pass out like he almost did last year. Ewww...I just remembered, he really smelled last year after his run, I hope it doesn't make me gag until I toss my cookies!